Today I woke up with a little more energy than ever.
I cleaned the house!
Yay, good for me!
Another reason I love November is the golden
light it brings into my house.
Everything feels rich and warm.
I picked some yellow leaves from a nearby tree and brought them inside.
Also, this afternoon, Christian took me to the store to buy
a few more Cinderella pumpkins for my Thanksgiving porch.
Speaking of Thanksgiving, good grief, it seems so daunting to
make a menu, prepare and shop for food,
and then put on a feast that will be memorable.
Pregnancy takes the joy out of not just me, but also my
physical energy.
I know I am deficient in nutrients and vitamins, but
taking anything supplemental makes me super nauseated and barfy.
No thanks.
Jane promised she'd help me, and I know she will, but
I also understand how busy the studio keeps her.
She works late hours, teaching classes and taking on my
role as the studio manager alongside Christian.
Some days, I feel I am drowning in guilt, sadness, and a healthy
dose of FOMO.
