Months To Go

 This morning, Christian called me from work and asked me to check on
 the cows, since we have a mama ready to deliver any day.  

He was also probably trying to help me get out of bed because

 most of the time, it's good for me to get out and out

of depression mode.

I literally have to make myself do anything,

and I swear I'm losing all the muscles in my body.

I'm so weak.

Walking around the pasture almost killed me.
Sure enough, a new little calf was running around the green pasture, 

alert and adorable! 

 I was so happy to report the news to Christian! 

 Also, I felt a little jealous that the mama cow had her baby. 

 I still have MONTHS to go.

But another day down.