After dropping Ollie off, Christian and I flew
to our Barre3 Summit conference in Portland, Oregon.
to our Barre3 Summit conference in Portland, Oregon.
It was really great taking classes and attending sessions
to help us succeed and flourish in our studio.
I would usually sit in the back during conferences so I had easy access
to the bathroom for the throw-ups.
Then, unfortunately, we both got really sick, and then my life
became a blur, and I don't even remember much.
One day during the summit, I didn't even get out of bed.
What a waste.
The throw-ups were real this trip.
It was overall miserable.
There was even one day I forced myself out of bed
because Barre3 wanted to interview me, and I showed up
in my Oompa Loompa jumper.
There are days in my life when I look at myself in the mirror
and want to die. Who am I?
It was nice to pack up and go home.
It's exhausting to always look for the nearest bathroom or exit
everywhere we go.
Throw-up anxiety is a real thing.
