Christian and I met with Dr. Mangum today in the ER, and what
I knew it was confirmed.
I AM PREGNANT.
I saw a tiny little baby with my own eyes floating around
with a strong heartbeat.
HOLY COW.
There are sooooo many questions swirling around my brain.
How? When? Can I do it? Can my body do it?
I'm almost 44! I wasn't planning on this!
I don't have any baby things.
Wait, are you sure? Like, sure sure?
"Faith in Jesus Christ is the greatest
power available to us in this life.
All things are possible
to them that believe."
I'm about 8 weeks along.
Now I know why I've been so sick.
It makes sense.
Moving forward, I need lots and lots of faith.
It's got to come from somewhere deep inside me.
Right now, I don't have it, but I'll find it.
I've done hard things before.
I can do this.
We met the Nies for lunch and shared the unbelievable news.
EVERYONE was absolutely shocked and speechless.
In fact, no one believed me at first until I started crying
in both excitement, joy, fear, and exhaustion.
