Thursday, December 04, 2014

Prayer and Answers.

I hike everyday.
It's one of the highlights of my day.
I pray as I hike so I can get a little inspiration on how to 
live my life better as a mother, woman, wife, friend, and sister.
I pray with a open humble heart.  I ask God to help and guide me.  
I pray for my children and my husband, I pray for opportunities to serve
 and opportunities to help others.  I also plead for help and guidance, 
and I ask for clarity and patience. 
Today I got very specific instructions.  
I felt like I needed to be better at looking in the eyes of my children 
when they talk to me. 
I don't do that enough.
I reflected back at all the times I spoke to my children that day. 
 Jane was trying to tell me about how her classroom was decorated for Christmas.
  I don't even remember looking at her as she was talking to me. 
I was busy unloading groceries.
I thought about Nicholas as he was trying to help me make guacamole for dinner.
 I let him help me but I don't even remember looking at his brown 
eyes as he asked me why the seed in the avocado was so big.
I could go on....
Sometimes when I lay my head down at night, I reflect on the day.  
My children are always my highlight.
I want to be a highlight in my children's days and little lives.
They won't be little forever.

I am thankful for a Father in Heaven who always listens to me, 
even if when lots of times, He is talking to me 
and I am not listening or even looking.
He never will give up on me.  He never gives up on anyone.